It's been ages since I showed signs of life aside from comments randomly popping around hasn't it hhaa? Well anyways figured I would give some word what's going on for the delays beyond delays, I know I'm a horrible procrastinator like that. But first things first, I just woke up and noticed I have a premium membership suddenly from nowhere...so to whoever tossed that my way thank you very much! That was really nice to wake up to since I've been a bit sick lately, Santa Anna winds kickin up around here have that effect on me and still running around looking for jobs.

Anyways as for why I've been a zombie (aside from sickness and procrastinating) I've just been bouncing between the two Ciel stories lately (Side story and next part of main storyline) trying to work them out. I've also been changing the plot a little in the main storyline down the road whenever I catch up on my work, the original seemed a bit rushed. It's all just a strange awkward moment of writing for me haha, I want to write cause I'm excited about it and yet I'm also hesitant about it because I don't want to mess up because I do like my characters a lot. Oh well, guess I'll just keep pushing through and do what I can; I'll probably focus more on the main storyline again lately...even though the side story is over halfway done.

Once again thank you very much for the gift, I'll try to put it to good use! Now uh...what exactly can one do with this membership haha? I never really thought I'd have one to even toy with.